I realized something tonight that I don’t really like. I learned that food is my light and my salvation…whom shall I fear? Food is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? My joy is in food, my comfort is in food. If I have food, I don’t need anything or anyone else. Food protects me and brings me peace. Food gives me hope. Without food, I am nothing; I have nothing.
This is a truth that I have come to believe over a lifetime. It is going to take time to unlearn it. And it’s not going to be fun.