I seem to have lost my ambition for pursuing my arts. Acting I do still love. But the writing (to which I was born) and the drawing (that I loved as a young person), I don’t seem to want to do. Scratch that…I do want to do them, but I don’t.
I do believe that it is just a decision. That with both of these things I need only choose to pursue mastery. But that 8 hour day, damn it. I love the fact that I have a good job. That doesn’t change the fact that it wears me out and leaves me with very little energy in the evenings. I have written in the mornings before. That is how I finished my second novel. So perhaps that is what I need to focus on. The I am definitely not a morning person.
If anyone has any suggestions on how they motivate themselves artistically, I would love to hear your comments.
Lord! I am a terrible blogger. No one wants to read someone else’s whining! Oh well, practice makes perfect.